LISTEN-

Everyone have their own freedom to do what they want to..

Not keep doing the things we dislike and not living with the life we dislike..

Being a children, for me is the hardest thing..

We cant do the things we want to..we had to be a 'robot' listen to this listen to that...

It is very tiring you know?

I know I have to listen to mom and dad..but... we're peoples dont we?

we're not robots, we have our own opinion our own lifes..

And please..

For all mom and dad..

Please listen to your children's opinion..everyone has own different idea..maybe sometimes..they have their own idea ..so listen..give them a chance..give yourself a chance:]

For you for your children and for your whole family:]

God Bless:(

Its been a long time i didnt update my blog:) did you guys miss me? xD
okay let see~erm...
i had been a very very hard time this year..
i had came back to this little town...for real..i had tired to be here...
but this is my hometown..i think..
i dont know whether this little town can called my hometown..i was born in Kuantan..but when i was 4, my parent bring along me to this little town..my grandparents were live here since my dad was born..i live at here till i was 12..
when i grew up to 13 i went for a high school in kl..at there, the life i spend was definitely different..was definitely the life i could call 'LIFE'..
I dont understand why does everyone can been so lively at this little town..I really cant understand..i know is my own problem..but it just..:(
when I was 14, my results is too weak to go up by one grade..so my parents want me to get back to the little town to live with them...its been a hard time to be familiar with this little town ..although i had stay here 8 years..
Different age have different problems.. we cant expect all those things to be perfect.. we just have to be strive one's hardest dont we?
'MY HOME' is a really strange 'home'.. my grandparents always arguing with a thing which is not important..DANG IT..D:
N.O! Not just my grandparents, all of my cousins and auntie/uncle are like that...why? why do they like that doing all those funny movements?!
I had been so tired living in this house...I cant call this my house or my family house..i just can call it my grandparent's house..
I'm not saying that i dont want to count my grandparent to be my family..
it just my family i called is like just my dad, my mom, me and my two little silly sister..
I cant find a friend who can call my sister/my buddies..I cant find a person can listen to me..can play with me..can scream with me..can cry with me..can be lazy with me..and do those stuff that like buddies are doing!
I'm really tired for being this..next year I'm 16..a big grew up girl..i had asking my mom for sending me to New Zealand or Taiwan ..she say okay and she'll discuss with my dad..
I dont know whether i really can go but I , myself definitely 90% want to go..10% is because i dont want to separate with my family so far..:( im really puzzled...
But if i go..is the first step to my life :D
I really wish really really really wish i can live with the life i always want...

God bless me:(