26.10.2013

某人 我曾经不顾尊严的去引起你的注意 可是你不理也不睬

某人 我曾经因为你失眠整晚没睡就因为你的事情不管大或小,可是你也只是很敷衍的回我

某人 我知道我们没有机会也没可能

可是我想说我爱你 真的很爱你

某人 我知道你和她很幸福，所以我希望你和她长久，不要吵架，你幸福我也快乐

某人 我希望你可以睁眼瞧瞧我，一次也好，不要每次敷衍我...

我希望你可以看见我的好，我的用心，我的在乎，我的爱，我的眼泪

如果哪天你累了，请你回头，因为我一直都在等你 :') ❤

CHANYEOL!

OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My CHANYEOL is in the album !!!!! he is damn HANDSOME! SHOCK! xD
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I can't hold my breath now! is so!!! 
EXO is having a new album-4mini album(you dont know love) !
CHANYEOL is way to handsomeTT
His crying? TT
when he smile, omg so cuteTT i dont know how to express those feelings..BUT seriously I've first time had this kind of expression and it is because of CHANYEOL! 
I'm so excited about the MV! quick quick quick! 
i wanna download it! xD
i know i'm kinda idiot like this but i really cant hold myself :[
CHANYEOL i'll always be your fan:D

气死我了！

我真的有够气我那个老妈！真是的！我不要出去就不要啦! 干吗强迫人家！就算你拖着我去，我心情也不会好！那样也只会破坏气氛啊！你说我什么？
说吧，你要说就说！ 随你喜欢，我没话说，我没意见，反正我说什么你都不会听，那么我为什么就要听你的？你不听听我想说什么，那我也没必要听你说什么吧？
不要以为每一次都是我有问题好吗？
你们大人自己本身也有很多的不对，为什么我们小孩就必须被惩罚，你们却不用？
真的搞不懂为什么大人那么矛盾，这里说再也不会反错什么，结果转一圈又犯上了==
真的有够讨厌的啦！叫你们大人去做不喜欢做的事你们要吗？肯定不要呗！
求求求求求求你们大人啦，不要每一次心情不好就发在小孩的身上叻，我们没做错干吗乱骂呀！真的有够生气的！啊！！！:(
生气生气！><

LISTEN-

Everyone have their own freedom to do what they want to..

Not keep doing the things we dislike and not living with the life we dislike..

Being a children, for me is the hardest thing..

We cant do the things we want to..we had to be a 'robot' listen to this listen to that...

It is very tiring you know?

I know I have to listen to mom and dad..but... we're peoples dont we?

we're not robots, we have our own opinion our own lifes..

And please..

For all mom and dad..

Please listen to your children's opinion..everyone has own different idea..maybe sometimes..they have their own idea ..so listen..give them a chance..give yourself a chance:]

For you for your children and for your whole family:]

God Bless:(

Its been a long time i didnt update my blog:) did you guys miss me? xD
okay let see~erm...
i had been a very very hard time this year..
i had came back to this little town...for real..i had tired to be here...
but this is my hometown..i think..
i dont know whether this little town can called my hometown..i was born in Kuantan..but when i was 4, my parent bring along me to this little town..my grandparents were live here since my dad was born..i live at here till i was 12..
when i grew up to 13 i went for a high school in kl..at there, the life i spend was definitely different..was definitely the life i could call 'LIFE'..
I dont understand why does everyone can been so lively at this little town..I really cant understand..i know is my own problem..but it just..:(
when I was 14, my results is too weak to go up by one grade..so my parents want me to get back to the little town to live with them...its been a hard time to be familiar with this little town ..although i had stay here 8 years..
Different age have different problems.. we cant expect all those things to be perfect.. we just have to be strive one's hardest dont we?
'MY HOME' is a really strange 'home'.. my grandparents always arguing with a thing which is not important..DANG IT..D:
N.O! Not just my grandparents, all of my cousins and auntie/uncle are like that...why? why do they like that doing all those funny movements?!
I had been so tired living in this house...I cant call this my house or my family house..i just can call it my grandparent's house..
I'm not saying that i dont want to count my grandparent to be my family..
it just my family i called is like just my dad, my mom, me and my two little silly sister..
I cant find a friend who can call my sister/my buddies..I cant find a person can listen to me..can play with me..can scream with me..can cry with me..can be lazy with me..and do those stuff that like buddies are doing!
I'm really tired for being this..next year I'm 16..a big grew up girl..i had asking my mom for sending me to New Zealand or Taiwan ..she say okay and she'll discuss with my dad..
I dont know whether i really can go but I , myself definitely 90% want to go..10% is because i dont want to separate with my family so far..:( im really puzzled...
But if i go..is the first step to my life :D
I really wish really really really wish i can live with the life i always want...

God bless me:(

相亲相爱❤

我需要的只是单纯的爱xD 父母给我的爱、兄弟姐妹的爱还有！ 朋友的爱😊😁💗

B.E.A.C.H :3

If my house is near at the beach. I would do this everyday! let the wind blow on my whole body:) arhh! How wonderful it is! :3

15.6.2013

我们原本就不在同一条路走的嘛...我又何必为了你而放弃一切的东西呢？ 呵！我真的有够愚蠢啊...